Being a student in a field that you are not wishing for is tough. It's hard. Being student of electronic engineering really makes me not myself. I didnt enjoy the way to study, memorizing is seriously hard for me. Understanding subjects is a very hard though. Learning more, make me feel more stupid, the harder i try, harder i feel.
Unsupported friends is real. No one cares bout you, bout your studies. How you are going up or fall downward. Getting better in studies or not. No one is there to share problems with. Sharing happy news with, sharing sadness with. perhaps, i care too much, care to those who clearly didnt care bout me.